07/2013 Wine into Water

ZU NGAWLVEI HLA PHUAH KHA

(Wine into Water- T. Graham Brown)

(Khatia ka room kawngkhar an pelh ruala lungchhia a, tap zawih zawiha an lo len khan, a pasal zu ngawlveina avanga chhungkua-in harsatna an tawh tamzia min hrilh a, ngun takin ka ngaithla emaw ka tih laiin thildang daih ka lo ngaihtuah a. Chu ka ngaihtuahna-ah chuan Turn Back Wine Into Water tih hla hi ka lo sakpui mawlh mawlh a. Harsatna eng ang pawh tawk mah ila, Pathian tanpuina kan dil tlat chuan kan chak lohna kha kan chakna a lo ni let thei a ni tih sawiin hlim takin kan inkawm a. Heti ang lam thu hi chhiar peih in lo awm ve takin, kan update ve leh ngawt a ni e.)

Kana khuaa inneihna-ah khan Lal Isua meuh pawhin Uaiin tlakchham avangin tuisik kha Zu-ah a chantir a nih kha.  Kha tih hunlai khan Zu neih loh chu mualphona a ni a. Zu in tur a awm loh avanga mualphona a ni tih a hriat avang te, Inneih chawimawina pakhat leh hlim taka lawm nan a thil-tihtheihna a lantir duh pawh a ni thei bawk. Hlimna leh Lawmna hmuna zu a tel zel ang hian, lungngaihna leh buaina thlen chhan chu Zu hi a lo ni fo bawk. Lawmna leh hlimna, mualphona thlentu a kan lo ngaih fo thin chu Zu a nih ang hian, tun thleng pawhin Zu hi nuihzatbura min siamtu chu a la ni. Hlim hlawp bawlna hmuna chengte tan pawh lungngaihna thlentu chu zu a ni tho.

Vanglai hun hmanga hlim tak leh nuam ti taka Zu zawrhna hmun a, mite zaia awi thin “Dirk-a leh Tony-a” chuan mipui an awiin, an chawk hlim hle thin a nih kha. A chang chuan tuipui kama hlim hlawp bawla hun hmang leh hunawl hmang thinten an sawm ngun em avangin zaiin hun an hmang thin a. An tan chuan inhlawhfakna leh inthehlarna tha taka lo ni bawk nen, nuam an ti thin hle  a ni. He mite thian dun hian an lehkhazir lai atangin an hmalam kawnga an eizawnna tur bul tanin an inzui chawt thin kha a ni a.

Kum 35 zet hlim takin Dirk Howell hian zaiin mi a chawk hlim peih a ni tih hriat hi chuan ngaihsanna leh fakna thinlung a lo lang zut zut a, a tuina hi awhna-ah lo khatin zaithiam nih ve hi a chakawm phah hial thin. Hlawhtlinna hi beidawn lohna-ah a awm thei bawk.

Tony  Brown-a chuan Lambda Chi Fraternity inah a hun tam zawk a hmang thin a. A rei hnu-ah chuan Nashville-ah kum 1982 khan a pem ta a. Taco Bell puipa leh zaia an hmatawng ber thin niin, television-a fakna hrang hrangah te zaiin, a hlim thei hle  a ni. Disney, McDonalds leh Budweiser company fakmawina hlate sa-in a hun a hmang a, a buai ve hle thin.

Tony-a hi a lo lar hnu hian T. Graham Brown ti a hriat lar niin, country music hla sa thin mi lar tak a lo ni ta a. A zu hehzia chu a zai lai pawha dawhsan sira zu um chhawp reng thin tiin hriat a ni bawk.  Billboard Hot Country Songs charts-ah pawh Album sawm pathum a siam zingah hla mal 20 zet  lang pha a. A hla pathumte hian a sang ber ber nihna an hauh tawh a. Hla pariat chuang hi Top ten-a lang phaka mawiin a lo sa bawk.

Graham Brown-a’n kum 1998-a hla tha tak a sak zingah, Wine into Water hi a lar hle a. Bruce Burch-a nena he hla thluk  an siam leh an phuah hi Zu hmun atanga tal chhuah tumin Pathian a auhna hla a ni. Graham-a nun harsa tak atanga phuah a nih avangin a nunhlui hria tan chuan tuipui loh chi a ni lo a. Amah ngeiin an sa leh zel hi chu ngaihnawm a tling a. He hla lo pian chhuah dan suangtuah zui loh chi a ni lo. Zu ngawlvei dinhmun hriatchhuahtirtu hla tha tak a ni. Heti ang lam thu hi mi tam tak chuan thawnthu hriatin an lo hre fo tawh  ang a, nimahsela Brown-a nun puanchhuahna hla nge a nih a, mi dang nun a ziahna hla tih chhuidawnna pawh a tam hle a ni.

De-Addiction Centre hi a khat em em a, Seat chang lo khawpa tam ngawlvei an awm lai hian kohhran leh tlawmngai pawl, mimal leh sorkar ten Ngawlveite tan sum leh pai tha leh zung an seng nasa a. Mahse ngawivel an pung a, ngawlvei dam tawh kir leh (Relapse) an tam em em a nih hi. Tawngtaina leh mangang au thawm hi hmun tin kil tinah hriat tur a awm reng a, lungngaihna leh buaina hi chhum chhah tak lo zing ang hian a inzial tup tup a ni.

Kan ramah nute an tap a, pate an rum a, chhungkua an lungngai a nih hi. Zu khap burna dan tha tak kan hmang a,  kan hmang duh tawh lo a. Khuahkhirh tumin hma kan la mek a nih hi. Zu avanga chanchin lungngaihthlak leh hriat hrehawm ten kian lam an pan si lo. Buaina za-khua a thlen a, tharum thawhna leh chetsualna tam tak a thlen phah a. Kristian chhungkaw zingah kristian nundana nung lo an pung nasa em em, Pate hming hre lo an pian tam phah a, tlakranna a thlen si thin. Zu hi khap ni mah sela, zu rui hi an tlem phah chuang lo a. Zu chhe in avanga thi an tam hle thin.

Mi tam tak ten ngawilveina atanga damna an chan hi an thawhrimna leh an tumna vang chu a ni teh meuh a. Amaherawh chu, eng ang pawhin bei nasa mah sela, awmzia a neih loh chang hi a tam zawk a, tanpuitu ngaia a hun taka au thinte tan chauh damna a awm thin a ni. Graham-a pawh hian ṭhingṭhi chunga mi dang tanpuina a auh hnu-ah chauh hian damna a nei a ni. Khawilam atanga tanpuina lo thleng tur nge tia suangtuahna pawh la seng ngai lo tan chuan ngawlveina hian damna a thlen ngai lo vang.

Graham-a hla ang hian damdawi leh ruihhlo, zu ngawlveina hian mi pangngai pawh mi ang lovah siamin, hmuhsitawm takah a chhuah ṭhin a ni. Retheihna khurpuiah a hnuk lut a, malsawmna pawh dawng tlak lovin a siam ta ṭhin a ni. Neih sa a ti the-re a, khawlkhawm a awm thei lova, rulh leh tura bat a tipung a, chapona khurpuiah a luhtir thin bawk.

Ngawlveina ata talchhuah tum tan chuan beiseina thar a awm a. Chu beiseina chu hmana Kana khua-a tuisik pawh Uaiin a chantirtu kha a ni. Châkna reng nei thei lova siamtu; zu leh ruihhlo chuan beidawnna tam tak thlen mah se beiseina thar a awm a ni tih thinlung taka a hriat a ngai ṭhin. Nimahsela, chak lo tak chung pawha tih tur a awm ve a, chu tumruhna chuan mahni inhnek turin a phut tlat a, mahni pawh inphat ral veka awm hi a ngai a ni.

Chuti anga awm tur chuan harsatna nasa tak a nei a ni tih a inpawm phawt loh chuan hmasawn tura bul ṭan dan a hriat theih loh a ni. A dawt lehah chuan Graham-a lo tawn tawh anga Pathian koh a ngai a ni. Uaiin chu tuisika chantir let leh tura ngen mai hi a tawk a ni. Chu chu hun remchang hmasa bera ngaih a ni bawk.

Chu zu ngawlvei chuan mi tam takin an tawngtaipui thin tih a hria a, amah pawh a tawngtai thin. A aiawha dil saktute tawngtaina zozai chu dampui tham a ni tih a hria a. He indona hneh tur hian vawi tam tak ṭawngṭaina nen a lo hmachhawn tawh a. Ama chakna leh remhriatna mai chuan a hneh thei lo tih hriain Pathian tanpuina chu a dil mawlh mawlh thin.

“ You've heard a multitude of prayers on my behalf

I pray one more is not too much to ask

I've tried to fight this battle by myself

But its a war that i can't win without your help”

Kha zan chhinchhiahtlak takah khan zu ruih avangin mihring dinhmun pawha hmuhsitawm berah awmin, a aia dinhmun chhe leh tur mi an awm lo tih pawh a hria a. Hmana Isuan tuisik Zu-a a chantir theih chuan, a Zu ngawlveina pawh hi dam thei a ni tih hriain, a zu lo in tawh zawng zawngin a taksaa a nghawng tha lo tak takte kha, tuisikah a chan let tir leh thei a ni tih a hria a, a ṭhingṭhi chungin Pathian hnenah a tlu lut tawp a nih kha.

“ So many times i've hurt the ones i love

I've pushed them to the edge of giving up

They've stood by me but how much can they stand

If i dont put this bottle in your hand”

A hmangaihte vawi tam tak a ti na a, beidawnna ruamah vawi tam tak a kaltir a. A hmangaihte vawi tam tak ding hlei thei lovin a siam tih a hria a,  Zu um nena Pathian kuta tluk luh mai loh chu tih theih a nei tawh lo a ni. A ngawlveina chuan a ṭhinlet tawh avangin chakna reng a nei tawh lo tih hrechiangtu ber  a ni.  A zu lo intawh zawng zawngte kha Tuisika chantir let leh turin Pathian a au a. Damdawia tha tak pakhat chu tuisik a nih ang ngeiin; a taksaa zu leh a tur lo awm zawng zawngte chu tuisika chantir let leh turin a ko mawlh mawlh ani.

Tui hi a pawimawh em em a. Khawvelah hian Vaibelchhe-leh-chhawng aia tam hian nun khawchhuah nan hmun hla taka mi tui an chawi thin a. Kawlphetha leh tuilakna remchan loh avanga tui thianghlim lo in a, harsatna nei hi an tam hle bawk. Kum 5 hnuai lam naupang 26,000 chuang hian tui thianghlim in tur an neih loh avangin kumtin an thi ṭhin. Heng thihna te hi ven theih a ni a, a tihdamna damdawi emaw vaccine emaw khawvel thiamna a ngai lo a. Tuisik hi damdawi ṭha tak a nih chuan Zu tûr hnathawh zawng zawngte nen lama tuisik a chan let tir theih chuan chak lohna kha chakna a ni zawk dawn lo em ni?

“ I shook my fists at heaven

For all the hell that ive been through

Now I’m begging for forgiveness

And a miracle from you” …

“Could you help me turn the wine back into water”

Pathian laka kut phar chhuakin a inhumruha, a nunkawnga harsatna nasa tak a lo tawh zawng zawngte leh a dai buak zawng zawngte chhuikirin Pathian laka ngaihdamna leh thil mak dil mai loh chu tih theih a nei si lo. Thil mak a thlen loh chuan a ngawlveina hi dam mai thei a ni lo tih hrechiang tak chungin Pathian hnenah a tawngtai mawlh mawlh mai a ni. Thilmak thlentir turin a ṭawngṭai a. A thleng ta reng a nih kha.

Ngawlveina hi a tel lo va awm theih lohna emaw a tel lo va nun theih lohna a ni a. Chuti ang mite chu Dependants tiin an sawi bawk. Zu-a innghat, Zu tel lo va khawsa thei lo tihna a nih tak ber chu. Kan ramah hian Sual chi hrang hrang Corruption leh nunphung dik lo, chindan tha lo (Malpractice) avanga kan ram leh hnamin a tawrhna hi a nasa hle  tawh a. Lal ban hun aṭanga U.T leh nimin thleng khan dik lohna hrang hrang, inthiam chawpa kan tih tam tak hi Pathian mit aṭanga lungdumna hmuh tur awm miah lo a tam khawp ang. Bansan theih loh bansantirtu chu Pathian  a ni.

Zawngin a ngumkhâk a hmu lo va, a ṭhiante ngumkhâk a nuihzat tih ang mai hian kan ramah a langa dinhmun chhe zawk hmuhsit kan ching hle. Ruihhlo ngawlvei, hur ngawlvei, Corruption ngawlvei leh thinlung Cancer thluaka sum lut, ṭhat ngawlveite kan tam hle a. Mahni maia tal chhuah a theih loh chang a awm a. Chenpuite, thawhpuite leh khawtlang, politiciante nawrna avanga suala tluk luh a awl hle tih a hriat a. Chuti ang harsatna kan tawh chang chuan pan tur dik tak pan ila, mimal theihna tlin bak a awm a nih chuan mahni leh mahni indo chunga Pathian auh hi a tawk a ni.  Ani chuan thilmak, mihringte hriatthiam phak bakin a lo thlentir mai dawn a ni.

Kan chhungrila min thununtu, kan sutkian theih loh a awm hian chakna leh theihna engmah kan nei lo a, kha thil khan min thunun tlat ṭhin. Inchhirna leh siamthat duhna nei thin mah ila, kan sualna khan min chelh tlat a, min thunun ṭhin a nih hi. He hla phuahtu pawh hian Zu avang leh a kaihhnawih avangin harsatna a tawk a, a zunzamin phuar bet tlat a, a zu in tawh zawng zawngte kha chhiat phahin hrisel loh phah mah sela (a hun takah), damdawi atan (tui thianghlimah) a chantir tlat chuan a chakna leh hlimna hnar a lo ni si a. Min ti chhetu eng ang pawhin kan chakna hnar a lo nih theih nan Lal Isua tanpui tura sawm hi a tawk a ni.  Ani chuan kan mamawhna zawnah min tanpui mai dawn tih i ring ngam ang u..

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